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Started applying to transfer schools tonight

Not sure if it’s the right thing to do yet, but I’m happy with what I accomplished today. I’m actually starting to follow my dream.

nickgerber:

Freezing River

"The thought of you with someone else makes me want to rip my eyes out."

- Unknown (via perfect)

(Source: poppykeanxo, via adorabellegarbage)

Maybe it’s a good thing I’m too much of a bitch to do it

(Source: octopussoir-, via chill-and-re-lax)

If I just offed myself today, I don’t think anybody would legitimately care.

Why would they?

Why even fucking bother with life anymore

Even after all this time, I’m still not over you. I just wish you could see that and feel the same way I do.

Sometimes I ask myself if I were to just run into traffic if anyone would even care.

Really thinking about just ending it all. 

No one would miss me for more than a couple minutes anyways, so why bother living anymore?

I keep coming to the same conclusion

Life just isn’t worth living anymore.

took a pretty long break

but I’m back!

markymarkproductions asked: I play high school and club lacrosse and I play goalie. I have the same problem with conditioning, bruises etc. It will just get better with time is all that I can really say.

It definitely does get better, couldn’t be more happy with how the season turned out!

briew21 asked: So I'm starting my freshman year of college soon and will be playing DII lax for my school. I'm a goalie as well and was wondering if you could tell me how your experience has been so far? Like the ups and downs? And what to expect? :)

Wow, I have no idea how long ago this was and sorry for not checking! I kind of took a break from tumblr during the school year.

My experience all around? The best decision I ever made was to switch to goalie.

Sure, its really difficult dealing with all the physical pain and taking shots of the shins and arms etc, and the mental toughness you have to have to be a good goalie is really difficult to come by sometimes, but the rewards outweigh the struggles of those things entirely. 

Good luck, and I hope this helps! Let me know if you need anything else, I hope your season went well!